Good Morning; it’s raining 🌧 and storming out here in Texas. Just ate breakfast; of grits and sausage & had a cup of coffee. Yesterday; I went to Bethel Church and had a decent day of sleep.
I try to have a good attitude most of the time; and the weight of the world 🌎 can not sit on one’s individual shoulders. You only give into evil if that’s your choice; after all there was created both evil & good in this world.
You are However; responsible for the maturity and growth you pertain as an individual. That’s what success is measured by… I’m learning that it’s not by simply getting along with everyone but to live in harmony through the good times and the bad.
It’s supposed to be raining for several days; and here in Texas we can always use the rain ☔️. Things aren’t always up to us. I have never known all the reasons or answers; but I do what I can to survive in this life. Praying each day to God; for the rest of eternity.
It has been a month; and my 19th month out on those streets. “I started looking for art and socializing.” My case manager picked me up from the hospital and helped me get a pack of Marlboro Black 100’s and a Pepsi. She later gave me my prescriptions from CVS.
I arrived home; from HEB in Denton around 3pm yesterday. I had been set on Lancaster Avenue since the 12th to the 13th after a lady had came to help me. That night on the 13th a bitter “Snow Storm” came and destroyed the area and my hands.
“Gutten Morgan!”; That’s German for Good Morning! In July I celebrated my 33rd Birthday with my parents at a German restraunt; and we ate a lot of good food.
That was 7 months ago; I was born in Frankfurt – Germany. A lot has happened since then but I love remembering the good times that me and my family share. My Dad is a disabled Veteran in the Army and served in Afghanistan, Iraq, and Bosnia. My whole family line on my Dad’s side served in the Military and we have a strong background dating back to the Civil War times. Although; he and his twin brother were adopted from Taiwan.
My mother told me yesterday that her side could be described as Native American. I find it interesting about the history of my ancestors now that I am getting older. I use to not give a crap and ran away often to stop my depression and anxiety. I am glad to say I have started this year on a better step and ready to face the challenges that come instead of running away. Currently listening to Ted Talks; and learning things that attain to me right now.
I would be interested in learning more about these cultures and have taken Humanities at Texas Wesleyan as well as Productions; I took these college courses in 2016. This week I want to focus on having a good morning routine and I am going to start calling the counselors that me and my case manager for MHMR found last Friday. Learning is more important than money in my opinion since it can never be erased.
2021 Goals For The New Year
Start Blogging and eventually start blogging for profit
Stay in the group home and not wander off. Also learn how to become more independent and self reliant.
Staying closer to God and the Christian community.
Draw and Write more often.
Start Doing Yoga; started and completed a video today that was a 20 minute yoga starter video on Youtube.
Stay off drugs and the streets.
Take my meds & use my heart rate
Read 5 to 10 Pinterest articles a day to learn more information to use and write about.
Read 18 books; my first book of the year is “The Explosive Child” By Ph. D. Ross W. Greene.
Make Self-Care a priority in life and set a good routine for the day.
Eliminate bad habits one by one.
Keep my room nice and neat and use Hygge.
Put half of my money in savings account and half of my money I can use throughout the month.
Have a greater sense of Family and community.
Working On My About Me Page Today & Social Media:
I need to be careful what I share with the online world. As I am Bipolar and Manic Depressive. I was born in Germany to a great mother and father who have done their best to help me throughout my life. I currently live in a group home. We just had breakfast; of eggs and sausage and toast. I enjoy creativity and learning and experiencing all life has to offer.
I get hard on myself and need to take things more slowly in life and learn to listen to God and follow my heart to make the right decisions. I have faced times of doubt and have had relapses with drugs and hanging with the wrong crowd. I graduated high school in 2015 from DeRidder High School in Lousiana.
I’ve already spent most of my Stimulus Check; this week we received the $600 check. I spent $225 for this nice HP laptop and I have a desk coming this Friday on my Dad’s Birthday. Currently I’m at my parents house and we are watching Daily Bumps on the big TV in the living room. I just bought this domain and am using free WordPress.
I love spending time with my family and today we ate at Toy Chinese and had Chinese food at the restaurant here in Arlington called Golden Buffet. This is my first entry and first time getting on a computer in over a year or more.
Had a blessed Christmas, my son’s Birthday, and New Years for 2021. Celebrating with Family and Friends is such a blessing in everyday life. We should always celebrate the little wins in life. For example I have been sober since October when I chose to move back to Ms. Charnel’s Cave Care group home. I have been getting help with MHMR (Mental Health and Mental Rehabilitation).