Happy 4th Of July

It’s Almost 9AM 🇺🇸 and I’m planning on organizing my room. I have a huge stack of papers to go through & I plan on getting my stuff together for the move to the new house.

Drinking coffee ☕️ and thinking about what I can do to help myself improve in the next couple of months. My Birthday is coming up and I’ll be 34. On Friday; I went to the dentist 🦷 and they did another fitting for my new dentures.

I want to come across as a strong independent woman who doesn’t need that much help from anyone to get what I want in life. One positive way I can become more Independent is too do a good self-assessment of where I am at the current moment.

At the current moment; I am feeling liberated as today is Fourth of July. I’m sitting with my roommate listening to Christian music 🎶 and thinking of what I missed at church this morning. I’m reading through articles on Pinterest & looking forward to lunch. I know I need to do more research and writing about self-improvement to stop negative behavior.

Juneteenth € 16 MM

Just blessed My House Manager wishing her a Happy Juneteenth 🥧 … 🌭 … 🍟 …🥤… Today has been an extremely blessed day 💕 !! I’m mostly Taiwanese & My Grandpa fought in the North Korean War!

Everything happens for a reason! My Father sent me $50… As it’s Friday 💰… My Father also said That we’re going to go out to eat at my favorite restaurant on the 20th! His favorite father is Pop 🥂 PoP Floyd 🍾 @Jin’s by the Target 🎯 I first worked at on Cooper St.

Happy Groundhog Day

Do you feel like time hurries or slows down? For me it feels like the mornings are the best, I woke up at 6:30AM. Made some Maxwell House instant coffee and smoked a cigarette. Nights are for sleeping; as I went to bed right after dinner about 7PM. I hope everyone has had a good Winter so far; the days change from time to time as well as the temperatures.

According to my Mini Happy Planner, Spring doesn’t arrive till the 20th of March. Though Groundhogs are creatures with a sign that welcomes or projects that our weather will stay or change. The winter has held precious memories for me. On October 8th; I decided to come back to the “Group Home” and start living a clean and healthier life.

Today the groundhog didn’t show his shadow; predicting that there will be six weeks of early Spring.

Groundhog Day Fast Facts (msn.com)

I have found something that makes me think about healthy things; also we just got a new puppy dog … His name is “Ice” & We’re working together to make sure he’s happy here at the group home.

The Chinese Medicine Clock

The Chinese Body Clock:

Chinese Body Clock: About, Benefits, Research (healthline.com)

So let’s see; I woke up at 6:30AM and as soon as I woke up I smoked a cigarette and checked my heart rate; with the heart rate monitor that my Doctor gave me. I’ve been checking my heart rate for the past two months.

If Your Dealing With Some Heart Issues; I’m starting exercise goals today to get myself healthy.

  1. I will start meditating in the mornings with my Chakra set; instead of going outside to smoke a cigarette.
  2. I will be mindful of how I need to be grateful for the things God has given me and do less laying in bed and going to sleep.
  3. I will use Affirmations and Quotes and Guides from Pinterest to build up till March 20th on a solid workout plan.

Check Out My Pinterest Board on Exercise @ Pinterest

Check Out My Pinterest Board on Working Out @ Pinterest


National Freedom Day

Today is January 1st 2021; a day to celebrate the Freedom’s of Life. I appreciate history for teaching me what my ancestors have gone through for me to live the life I do today. It’s also the start of Black History Month; and I am thankful for all the house workers that come in and help us.

National Freedom Day is an observance in the United States that honors the signing of a resolution that proposed the 13th amendment of the nation’s constitution on February 1, 1865. Abraham Lincoln, who was the president at the time, signed the resolution to outlaw slavery. This anniversary is annually observed on February 1 .
Credit: National Freedom Day in the United States (timeanddate.com)

On January 10th 2020 I was arrested from Target & Faced a three month jail sentence. I haven’t always had a clean and well nerdy history. I am doing my best to make amends for my shopping unlawful behavior. I am glad to say today I have been out of Jail for a year and some days. I have been off the streets for 5 months and am looking at ways I can be supportive and not repeat the same mistakes again.

Bible Verses On Freedom

  1. John 8 : 32 “And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”
  2. Galatians 5 : 1 “For Freedom Christ has set us free from sin; stand firm therefore and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.”
  3. Romans 6 : 18 “And, having been set free from sin, have become slaves of Righteousness.”
  4. 1 Peter 2 : 16 ” Live as people who are free, not using your freedom to cover-up for evil, but living as servants of God.”

The Bondage of Sin & Finding True Spiritual Freedom; Fear, rejection, stress, anxiety, guilt, and jealousy can pull us away from God. Physically if you don’t take care of your body it deteriorates and we have diseases, disorders, and don’t forget the rise and fall rates of our Countries Co-Vid19.

I would like to discuss the topic of how trials in my life have lead to better things. Starting in 2005 when I graduated 10th in my graduating class of Deridder, Louisiana. I didn’t need to be so hard on myself that I didn’t get a Scholarship. See, if you want those things you have to work hard to achieve them for yourself. I graduated at the young age of 15 and started working at McDonalds & Casa Ole instead of going to school. Although I had been making good grades; then I started the addiction of hanging out and using drugs. During the middle of the semester of Fall of 2005 we faced “Hurricane Katrina”… & let me state that it really “Messed up the whole place!”

I left the area of Louisiana in 2007 and started to work at Target as a Retail Sales Personnel. Working soft lines and later in 2013; I had my son after working at Wal-Mart and getting on SSDI for Bipolar Disorder.

You just have to be patient; things may not be looking so bright at the time but eventually they will get better. I have learned that not everything is perfect in life and there will be days of bondage and days of freedom. As President Biden has started office on January 20th this year; I am wondering what is going to change and happen to; The Freedoms my Family has worked so hard to protect.