Camptivated Cultivated Friday

I am told this week to do many things; it hasn’t made me angry in fact it has made me angry. As my Dad put $50 in my bank account I still bought more cigarettes. This was First Baptist Church of DeRidder’s dare for me. We used to play games like stuffy bunny and much more.

Today I picked up that my ex-boyfriend dropped my backpack up and there lay another shabby scary Bible. The one my Mother gave me around Christmas time out of my little sisters box. Today I am told to clean my room and we can only smoke a certain times. I’ll probably be smoking for as long as I live until eternal life. Even with my frozen fingers; maybe someone had a problem with me.

Though there are too many problems in this world to not make a solution. When guys and girls and all they have get taken advantage of who do they turn too? I have had such gang violence that I needed to make sense of it. So last Friday I bought “Create Your Own Journal!” but I need to finish the Cultivated book I just talked about a few blogs ago. …. That’s what I’m doing this friday sorting, reading, and cleaning. Then tomorrow I’m going to sign the paperwork with my family at the church Fielder Road Baptist Church notery.

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I'm 34 and I am learning to make something out of my life and taking it one step at a time. I deal with the relationships God has placed in my life and dealing with my mental disorders. I love my family and have live at Cave Care for almost 7 years. I love to learn and spend time reflecting on ways I can better relate to people and myself.

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