It’s Thanksgiving and I woke up at 3:45AM. The day to be Thankful and eat a great meal. Also their having a 70% off sale at AliExpress; I bought a head scarf for $2.03. Seems I’ve bought several accessories within the past month for myself and others through this App on my phone. I’m really enjoying the Butterfly Mood Ring.
My Family is in Mississippi; and I was able to eat with them at Babe’s by UTA Monday for an early celebration. Yesterday I bought three things of coffee and we’re glad we are able to drink it this morning. I have a lot of things to be grateful for.
Things I Am Grateful For Today
Being a child of God and changing old habits.
Being safe and feeling at home here at the Group Home.
Learning on Coursera; My student loans are approaching payment soon in January.
Being able to have a little bit of money each week from my Family.
Having Insurance and a great support system.
When I think about all I’m grateful for I see that I am really blessed to be alive. It’s important to stick with those you love through the good times and the bad.
When I woke up this morning I had a Lucky Strike; that came from a Carnival Clowned out package. Yesterday; I went to 711 with my Dad and He bought me . . . Three Packs of American Spirits Turquoise – Black – Army Green. This has been a nice treat of array of flavors in my mouth.
I find in my thoughts from smoking them a more creative outlet. I am thinking outside and inside the box for how much of a nice time that was with My Family yesterday. My fellow Blogger Sebastian worked with me and he’s a cool person. My Dad was talking what cool things we’re in Afghanistan. He bought me a Hookah and I have no clue but to find it and party with it and friends would be fun.
My Professor Sandy Ideziak; and a competing selfish act of indecency to adequate self relinquish toppings from our other Professor Dr. Ingram who we find doing the right things is what I aim to understand on the FastTrack on Race Track on Pei Wei.
When we are less selfish we make more money and for this season; I don’t want to hurt anyone especially anyone too close to me. There’s so many people you can look up too but there’s so many ways to get hurt. One thing to love your significant other and another thing to think nasty negativity thoughts and state a comment.
SSDI did catch me when I was 18 all the way too when I was 22. These jobs create a good and bad experience and in this situation I am held to a moral standard of My Beautiful Professor from Communication Law & Ethics. While working with Lawyers under a curator code at #2748 for 711. I feel like it’s our ethnicity to work and at 9 years in a Spinner Bait Factory.
I was invited too go eat with my Father and my Mother and my Son. The day was a beautiful and messy cloud of smoke. A lot of stuff from the farm is coming here and ways of life for mostly Important Authority Figures. I’ll always be daddy’s little girl and I do the best everyday.
I went with my caseworker to see my Primary Care Physician; and we had a good visit. I took my first Ambilify last night and it has done great for my mood today. My caseworker picked me up at 10AM. We went to McDonald’s and I had a sausage biscuit and an apple fritter and a medium coffee. Then we went to my PCP appointment.
I am still in precontemplation about having surgery but it would be best if I could get surgery on my fingers. Since I have the bone almost breaking off and getting it surgically removed would lessen the chances of infection.
I ordered some over the counter products from Healthy Benefits and received my stuff over the weekend. I got band-aids, vitamin gummies, a first aid kit, Fixodent, and some cough and cold medication along with some socks. At the Dollar Tree I got a Christmas cup, some more hot chocolate, and a small jar of coffee.
My Dad dropped by yesterday and we were able to Notarize the adoption papers for my son. I’ve been thankful for my blessings though it’s sad when other’s try to press on you and destroy who you are. My Grandpa’s and My Dad have fought since the beginning of War. There’s about 17 Generations of soldiers and I am learning more about War History.
As It is Native American Month; I asked my Dad to buy me two packs of American Spirits. I just came inside from smoking three cigarettes; I would like to know more about my culture and what I can do to improve a better future. I need to do what’s best for me.
Today My Case Manager is coming by and I want to see if I can get over the counter prescriptions from my catalog.
May I ran into an old Hollywood Horror Relationship from scriptural parts of my past. In our scene was a pasture as if I were from Twilight. I woke up most Fridays and stayed there about 6 weeks. I find in each of us the power to heal or destroyer complex or widen up with “The Words Within”. When you are wrong you must make things right and the best way I can do that is share and write my story. Ever since I was a little kid about to be 9 and lived under Grandma Harleys care and protection.
I have been interested in Native American Culture. We have too many of these The Gang Fights and mainly their about who is better than who, whos trying to take what, and when we’ll make our big break. In life we have many choices and mine choice was to continue to work on what was important to me through any means until I could please my Dad. Though now I learned that that is an unsafe character trait. I am taking a course on sustaining the future.
If you are interested in Learning To Better Yourself understand there’s so many ways though it takes daily effort and upkeep. I have learned that relationships do take time and effort but during these economical socially deployable times things have gotten rocky. We have had to chose sides and remember who we are instead of reminisce about what we could have been.
Why isnt and is major parties? Of course when it comes too judgement it is interesting to use your imagination. Though when I smoke the Truth and when I talk to Pals I have signed my name up to dangerous self-esteeming groups. The money has never been all mine. Especially in Heritages Rat Race to Independence.
For me The Group Home is more like a Boarding Home. In order; to say safer and out of trouble and mischief. I must be optimizing my health and my emotions and my higher being. I love each one of my friends but as friends know it takes a whole team to raise them. I wish I could spend time with my son This Halloween but seems I’ll be taking in stride of the bag of candy, three candy bars, and the Punisher.
I used to love camping . . . today at 711 – I bought a Large Coffee I blended with some pumpkin spice and a pack of Camel Crushes. Each one was crushing a heart for work before I stopped. When you go into a hospital like MESA Springs they do let you smoke but at JPS they don’t. I’ve smoked a lot in the last month and I’m grateful I’m reusing old notes while other people in my class are.
I’m waiting for my Dad too send me $25 today; on payday things always got dangerous. While Mrs. Foster I won’t pay your Bills and yes my mother is an accountant and studying to be a Journalism and her blog is muffinsandmozart.com she has kept the same one for almost 7 years. Meanwhile in the last 7 years I’ve had 5 different ones trytocare.net + lifeasacollege.net + justly-found.faith + missingalias.net while now it’s JohnnaFloyd.com which you are currently listening too.
I have spent a lot of money on blogging and I live in a social economical world of which we are getting impacted heavly by consumerism and congestion while living in the Group Home. The best thing I suggest is just take it slowly and don’t cross boundaries. Truth is Tarrent Country Jail has hired me when I walked away from “The Group Home” and I took care of Mean Girls and Mom’s groups I now have questioned in my daily life.
I have changed in the past month from a fast moving Republican to a Conservative to a my thoughts about what I have received in return for scientific research. I took Geography, Astronomy, and Environmental Science, and Humanitarian Science. As well as an array of good cultural district History classes of Art and Architecture. As we are about to receive our stimulus checks I am uncertain what I want or what I have or what I feel. Why do they bother so much to care.
I want to walk around and express myself as the True individual I am. Meanwhile; I’m being pressured to be and do and it feels like I had to do that for someone else until the IRS and CIA come in. Recently I have applied to the CIA or at least tried to fill out the application.
Have Halloween Movies gotten scary? I knew Insidious growing up and at my Rehab the whole group was talking about her. When I stated that didn’t hurt I was thinking about the jobs I had as a waitress and certain turns of events turned into The Fosters, The Watchlist, The Watchmen, and having some clueless goals as a child I find is a good thing. Yes; last week they sent me my MOPS Graduation Congratulatory.
My son is middle named nothing; but he is almost everything in my world. I joined the fast track and I used to run track and all sorts of sports. While yes he wants nothing to do with sports and I noticed his obsession with Pokemon. Which he doesn’t want to scare away; which is probably noticeable when I can’t see him.
Though anyways I’m busy with about 3,000 things without 30% of my profits. I went to McNeese and I’m #13 from DeRidder. I love my roommate and housemates but I’ve been in my own little world of work.
When you lose your impatience with your family; I have found it’s better to take a quick break and return to your center and remain as close to yourself and what you hold dear. Though when you are holding dangerous church drama, and money hunger then you need to brace yourself around others. I have been appalled by some of the things my voice chip has caught. Though I remember doing that too myself.
At times it has gotten too expensive in my group home and now I’m preferring to call this a boarding home. I know I’m not in charge but I wasn’t trying to calm down like I should as a mature young lady. As I pestered my Dad for more of money and asked for $25. Tonight I walked to the store and bought a red bull and a pack of red, white, and blue Winston cigarettes as well as Supremes. I spent $12 out $31 which sums to what? 15 paces closer to my new fatherly handed FitBit. I am naked not to laugh but as red we do experience pain and want to experiement with…
I have dealt with all ages and stages of life. Everything in the Whole World can get dangerous but it’s all in the way you deal with it.